A plea of a friend.

If my memory is serving me well,

I remember meeting you in hell,

hell because the events that have taken place,

and because the mighty God didn't showed you his grace.

As we were almost about to be friend,

that's the event i wish would have never happened,

I wish that time you would have known,

that i am the person for whom your mom said no.

As we were going to take the oath,

of being friend from that day forth,

I wish i would have told you then,

that by being my friend you will repent.

And together as we were growing old,

I wish i would have been a little more bold,

I wish i would have shown you who actually i am,

so as to save you from all those embarrassment.

That day when you were relying on me,

I don't know how you failed to see,

that someday i will let you down,

and being with me will make you look like a clown.

That day when you asked me for a small favor,

I wonder how you didn't notice that i began to waver,

in my deeds i was not being fair,

as if something was making me scare.

That day when you were all alone,

you were desperately trying to reach me on my phone,

I wonder how you didn't had a clue,

that i was trying to ignore you.

That day when i was supposed to take your side,

I made you stand alone in the fight,

and when you were surrounded by the hound,

instead of helping you, i was home bound.

That is why i din't want you to be my friend,

as i don't want to start a new trend,

of being a friend, only because of greed,

and not being with you in the time of need.

Thus i put forward my plea,

hoping that you will forgive me,

as i always wanted to make you glad,

but somehow i always made you sad.

I wish i would have shown you much more care,

and for you i would have done much more prayer,

And I would like you to know,

that i was never your foe.

I always wished the best of you,

and you were the best person in my view,

but the things never went our way,

and that is why i want to say.

That you should be friend with some other person,

so that the thing don't get much worsen,

and that is why i will always be saying,

that i am a friend you will regret having.

~ Love, Light and Truth;

Harshad Gupta

The flowing tears.

During the dark,

sitting in the park,

performing the silent prayer,

asking the lord for much more care,

i saw drops of water in motion,

and called them into question,

"Who art thou and why dost thou flow?"

"We art tears,

and we cometh hither to maketh thou hear,

that thou can get us shed, whence thy loving ones maketh thou sad",

the drops of water in motion said.

Replied I, "why should i groan,

whence my loved ones art the reason for my moan,

there is no reason why i should lament,

if they art unable to return sentiment 'gainst my sentiment,

they don't deserves these tears,

if they don't hold me dear.

And if i am dear to them,

as they art to me,

they won't bring into being,

the things that will cause me suffering,

and if their actions maketh me weep,

it is because the good wherein i am unable to see,

so i ask thou why shalt i shed tears,

as the ones who hold me dear,

will feel very bad,

seeing me all sad."

Tears said, "from the aforementioned,

i cometh to a conclusion,

that tears art all vain,

as nothing from it that thou can gain."

Being on the grass,

beside my loved one's carcass,

sitting on the ground,

making spiritual sound,

asking the lord for his salvation,

i saw drops of water in motion,

and questioned, "Who art thou and why dost thou flow?"

They said, "We art tears,

and we cometh hither to maketh thou hear,

that thou can get us shed,

whence thy loving ones art dead."

Replied I, "why should i yammer,

when my loved one hast goneth to meet thy maker,

instead i should cheer,

as the one whom we hold dear,

is forsaken from all the worldly pain,

and is free to play his own game,

being able to fly high above in the skies,

far away from all the worldly cries,

and if from above he doth see me sad,

i know for sure that he will feel bad,

for him i should always wear a cheer,

as for him this is the burden i should always bear."

Tears said, "from the aforementioned,

i cometh to a conclusion,

that tears art all vain,

as it cause nothing but great pain."

~ Love, Light and Truth;

Harshad Gupta